2011年1月4日 没有王仕捷的第四百十九天

was almost done blogging the whole hong kong trip when it has to happen again. wonder what i did to delete the post and *bleah* i'm too lazy to re-write. time passes too fast for my liking. someone asked if i'm sad to be going back to singapore in a few hours time. i'm more upset about the end of my leave period than anything else. feels good to have done quite a bit of shopping today to end this holiday on a great note. *beams* it is even better to have wine, cheese and snacks with shirleen and kee for dinner. thanks dear for everything over the past 5 days, especially the company.

spending time with the couple made me realised what i have been looking for in a partner - someone who can
1. impress me - need not be smart, talented or gorgeous looking, just simply know more things than i do, guide me through difficult times.
2. understand me - i don't need to be pampered all the time, just give and take appropriately.

seeing him the night before was further affirmation that i've not given up. it juz amazes me that i've been hanging on to this uncertainty for coming 3 years and still counting. past 2 months had been a disaster. honestly, i have no idea why i got myself involved with a boy 6 years my junior. simply pure craziness. this kid proved that i do need an older man to take care of me, i can never be the nanny in the relationship. will i have to wait for another 3 years or more?