Tuesday, March 29, 2011

2011年3月29日 没有王仕捷的第五百零三天

why am i irritated by such a trivial issue? Yup. It has to be coz of the person involved. What's the point? Nothing's gonna change. I shall not bother myself with anything that has to do with the three letters again (not the one starting with J of coz). In an utterly bad mood now. Thanks!

Monday, March 28, 2011

2011年3月28日 没有王仕捷的第五百零二天

很爱很爱你 刘若英

想为你做件事
让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中埋下我的名字
求时间趁着你
不注意的时候
悄悄地把这种子酿成果实

我想她的确是
更适合你的女子
我太不够温柔成熟优雅懂事
如果我退回到
好朋友的位置
你也就不再需要为难成这样子

很爱很爱你
所以愿意舍得让你
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你
只有让你拥有爱情我才安心

看着她走向你
那幅画面多美丽
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜
地球上两个人
能相遇不容易
作不成你的情人我仍感激

am not that into mr nice guy, tho i do not deny that i do like him. juz happen that one of the lines in this song kept ringing in my head. i'm beginning to doubt if we're even friends. maybe i was demanding in making the request that i would not go clubbing if you could accompany me. know it was out of concern for my swollen ankle. the answer was 'you know i can't'. or so i believed he really can't till 'i'm on my way to fetch a female colleague home'. oh well, seems like i'm nowhere near a friend, not to mention good friend. i wasn't joking when i said 'you're nice to everyone else except me'. it's a fact. acquaintance shall he be.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

2011年3月17日 没有王仕捷的第四百九十一天

am so gonna get a chanel bag!

Large Flap Bag

Large Shopping Bag

Large Tote


can't decide which one to get. price place a huge importance in my final choice. *bleah* can't wait to bring one of them home!

Monday, March 07, 2011

2011年3月7日 没有王仕捷的第四百八十一天

"Never get too attached to anyone because attachments lead to expectations and expectations lead to disappointments"

this statement has been proven true so many times to me. much as i always remind myself not to expect too much or even expect anything at all, there are bound to be times when expectations arise. during such times, no matter how minimal the expectations are, more often than not, they will lead to unhappiness or worse, quarrels. i suppose when one becomes more attached to another person (especially a change in status), expectations tend to increase in one way or another. however, there are people who take things for granted, unknowingly lower the level of TLC given to the other party and hence, leading to disappointments. at this point, please do not become defensive and say "he/she should understand". it is always much easier to understand the situation fully when you are not in it. remember that there are two sides to a coin, you may be at the head one day, but you will never know when you will be at the tail.

i am trying my best to not have any expectations from him. everything else that comes will be a bonus. a simple email reply from him made my sunday. =)

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

2011年3月2日 没有王仕捷的第四百七十六天



am so hooked to this song. been looping it the whole morning in office. past week has been terrible - insomnia. had difficulty staying asleep through the night. i'd tried my best to engage in all sorts of activities in order to tire myself out - ineffective. decided that i've been thinking too much and kept my brain active while my body shut down. the lyrics of the song kind of struck me, and i'm feeling slightly better both mentally and emotionally. i swear insomnia is evil, it causes people to suffer breakdowns, i almost did.