2009年11月28日 没有王仕捷的第十七天

The Girls

The Thorn

it's been a while since we had a gathering and i finally met up with my JC team-mates cum gossip-mates. janice, PP plus hubby and i mahjong-ed one and three quarter rounds at the couple's house before heading to timbre as planned. did not finish the game as we were running late for our reservation. tho it's a pity that many could not join us, we had our utmost fun throughout the day and night. as usual, janice and boon tong are forever squabbling for no reason and provided much entertainment for the rest. delicious pizza and yummy tapas plus good company, what more can i ask for? the night ended with supper at geylang G7. *beams*

在过去的一年里，你似乎已成为我生命的一部分。
没了你的陪伴，生活仿佛缺少了些什么。
就算只是经过我们常去的地方，你就会出现在我脑海。
或许我已戒不掉你这个习惯。。。

p.s. wednesday's mambo was fantastic!

2009年11月23日 没有王仕捷的第十二天

was watching mediacorp drama serial on channel 8. coincidentally, one of the guys in the show is named jay. decided to drop him a text on his prepaid number. really hope i've not been a bother the past week. though he doesn't reply most of the time, i juz want him to know that i'm here thinking of him.

2009年11月19日 没有王仕捷的第八天

using competitors' products

for once, i have to agree with the management. it isn't right to use competitors' products during working hours. however, below are debatable points regarding this issue.

1. if the company doesn't carry a certain product, it would be fine to use competitors'?
2. promoters are not issued with the latest products to use as demo devices, carrying outdated handsets doesn't serve much purpose, does it? if promoters have to buy their own handsets for personal use, i don't see why they can't get competitors'.
3. it would be good to hands-on rather than just going through training after training (ie. brainwashing) how good our own products are as compared to competitors'. it is easier to convince consumers that our products are more superior if you had used competitors' and made a comparison. using competitors' products doesn't deminish our confidence we have for our own! if i sell fish soup and i try out other stalls, it doesn't mean that i think my fish soup is not good, it simply means i want to try how others' fish soup taste.

dedicated to my SCs...

无论再多的节目，无论再忙，我还是无法不想他。
时间仿佛慢了下来， 使我终于明白度日如年的感觉。

2009年11月15日 没有王仕捷的第四天

心情好比天气一样，是阴霾的。
很努力把每天的时间表排得满满的，一心不让自己有多余的时间胡思乱想。
时间一天一天地过，我对他的想念一天一天地加深。

2009年11月12日 没有王仕捷的第一天

我最不期待的今天终于到了。
他，在一个小时前乘搭飞机离开了。

内心挣扎了好久。
但因为害怕，我始终没到机场去。
害怕会不经意地落泪，更害怕会碰到不想知道的真相。

虽然朋友都说，六个星期的时间一眨眼就会过去，我还是无法说服自己。
真希望时间能够快一些， 真希望因分开的想念能够少一些。

Yager Bomb

last night's music was superb! tony and byden spinned many of the regulars' favourites which haven't been heard for a long time. it's probably one of the mambos which the percentage of time spent on the dance floor compared to at wine bar is the highest. *grins* despite the fact that i totally enjoyed dancing to the songs and had fun through the night, i was pretty upset as it was his farewell.

him: so i'll see you in hong kong.
me: *pushes away from his hug in shock* don't want!
him: you don't wanna go anymore?
me: that's like so far away. i'm gonna miss you.
him: it's only a month.

how is 22nd december a month away from now?! *speechless*

What is the real purpose of a team building trip? I'm under the impression that it is to foster stronger bonds through activities.
1. I do not think that wasting time travelling by coach would in any way achieve the goal. Not as if people are gonna communicate much during the journey. Not as if there're gonna be any interactive games (only games people play would be on their psp, ds lite or iTouch) carried out on the coach. Majority would be engaged in the activity callled sleeping. Why can't we be more time efficient and travel by flight? Time = money isn't it?
2. After travelling for 6 hours (ONE way), the activities we gonna do can be carried out on siloso beach, or even east coast park at that. How not interesting? If the so-called team building activities are bound to the location, it gives one less reason for this argument.
3. This is personal. I don't want to go KL! There's nothing worth to shop, no scenic views! What's left is only a lousy, run-down and under-maintained theme park! What's the catch?

the clock is ticking and my heart is sinking. the day is approaching too soon. never thought it would be this fast. too many farewell lunches and dinners to have time for me. guess i've been too busy to have taken notice of the time that was slipping through. i'm not sure of the road ahead. the future is uncertain, at least mine is. this process is juz too painful, too much for me to bear.