Have I done wrong? or am I juz being silly? I noe he can't commit to me, but I juz can't help it, coz I love him so much. I guess he feels really bad now, this is not wat I wanna see. I did wat I did out of love. Sounds crazy? But that's how i feel. Juz wish that things between us will not change for I noe I can't live life without him.

im feeling so tired. haven cried out loud like tis for quite sum time. my eyes are gonna be so swollen. im really upset. couldn't believe that he actually asked to borrow my credit card number to buy flowers for another ger. maybe he doesn't understand me at all. it was a happy nite. went to watch "Troy" with him. nice but sad show. everything was fine till he asked. he kept saying that he doesn't want me to be sad, he dun wanna see me cry, but all these while, the only person who made me upset n tear is him. he loves me as a fren n doesn't wanna lose me. but i dun wanna to be juz a fren. *sigh* he told me who his gf is and in return, i promised not to breathe a word to anyone else. oh god! it's a lousy feeling! and i guess i noe y is tt so. life sux! i wish i can juz lose my memory foreva! let me juz rem my parents, grace and shirleen for they are whom i noe will always be by my side encouraging me always.

It's Sad tO belOng tO sOmeOne when the right One cOmes alOng

*sigh* sumtimes it's not really too good to be too observant eh. wat will you do if u realised that ur good fren's boyfriend is kinda heading towards the wrong direction? and the ger happens to be sumone both ur fren and you noe. and both parties are kinda close. it's really a tough case rite? i guess silence is the best policy now. but wat i will least wanna see is the whole thing turns ugly or if everyone falls out. im praying hard that it's juz my imagination running wild.

Juz listened to the album . I wonder how true the stories are. But it does not matter, coz they haf touched me. What is love? Why izzit so difficult to forget sumone I truly love? Its silly to continue to wait for sumone tt will nv turn back. All tt he's doing for me now is purely for a FREN tt he cares abt. All these I noe, but why am I still so stubborn?

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