Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Sensitivity
You are a giving, open, loving person. You truly want the world to be a better place.
You appreciate what you have in life. You are very content.

You are very sensitive, and your sensitivity can be a double edged sword.
People think you're cute because you're generous. You are easy to love - it's part of your charm.

Monday, February 16, 2009

i've not shed a tear since the day we sent you off on your final journey five months ago. deep inside me, i'm missing you badly. besides mum and dad, you cared for me the most. weekends are never the same without you coming over to visit. februarys are never the same without you around to celebrate mum's, elena's and your birthdays. i've been refusing to touch on this topic, for i know it'll bring back too much memories. it's been five months of escaping from reality, refusing to face up to it. i wish i had held on to your hand longer that night, even juz a moment longer. i wish i had not said goodbye that night, if i knew it's gonna be your last to me. thanks for the advance wedding gift you prepared, i'll keep it in good condition till the day comes.

好想念你。。。
is there a need for relationships to be defined? my answer would be yes. sometimes, and juz this one time actually, my friends couldn't find a defination for my status. me and him have discussed this before, and the conclusion is, we're very good friends. gracie and hazel decided to term it as friends with benefits. *laughs* it really doesn't matter anymore. i enjoy his company and i'm used to the way things are now. i know things are never gonna be the way i want them to be but it's hard to let go now.