Friday, April 30, 2010

2010年4月30日 没有王仕捷的第一百七十天


transparent tiles =) thanks to sky for the good bargain

Mambo

it was a great mambo on wednesday coz tony tay was simply fantastic. despite the unfortunate incident (which has been blown out of proportion again by childish people), the boys, kes and i enjoyed ourselves to the very last second of tony's set. i was ecstatic when he started spinning my favourite song after the seemingly last song of the night, dancing queen. i've done this on facebook but i'm gonna do it again. thank you to tony tay for the great mambos, we will hear u at velvet. =)

The Unfortunate Incident

much as i do not wish to pollute my blog and waste my time on certain people (or should i use pests or dogs?), i was thinking to myself, why not when i have a bit of time to do so anyway. *laughs* i wonder if the 'community' has got nothing better to do than stirring trouble all the time, or are they so in love with us that they need to seek our attention. well, how do you prove yourself to be a worthy 'leader' to your 'man' by fighting people who are supposed to be weaker than you are. which gentleman, or rather, which man would want to get a girl's (though i'm probably known as a boy now with my multiple claims) head and which man would fight a gay? i have no absolute no respect for such person. honestly, i really wanted to put my fist into the irritating face, but i'm glad my rationality won my temper this time. i would be stooping to his low level if i did, like i mentioned to kes, this guy's not worthy of him losing his cool.

Hong Kong Boy

this afternoon's sms was a surprise. though nothing much was said, but it really made my day. he had gone to shanghai and hence, the no news for the past week. miss him loads.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

2010年4月25日 没有王仕捷的第一百六十五天

Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

2010年4月20日 没有王仕捷的第一百六十天

Too Hopeful

him : "you're too hopeful about us."
me : "i'm not!"

yingyi : "you're always so hopeful."
me : *speechless*

*sigh* am i really being too hopeful about me and him? though i've been hurt by the truth time and again, i still wanna believe i would be able to move him one day. silly isn't it? much as i want to trust his words that he's not attached, i believe there's someone that he's attracted to at the moment. guess he probably find it hard to break the news to me for fear of my reaction to it. i really want him to be honest with me and i promise to be as cool about it as i can be. will he confess? maybe they're right about him being too busy with work, but maybe he's juz too busy dating someone else.

Chicago The Musical


attended the musical with yingyi on saturday. it was fantastic! i wouldn't mind going a 2nd time if someone or anyone needs a date. *hint hint*

Dinner with Da Jie


it was a great night out with da jie at liquid kitchen. miss the old times when we used to have so much fun working together. many things have changed since, but we're still the same old us. =)

Friday, April 16, 2010

2010年4月16日 没有王仕捷的第一百五十六天

彼此的距离似乎越来越远,就好像活在不同的世界。
希望是我太多心,太多疑。
他在我心中已落地生根,相信没人能取代他的地位。
或许我真的中毒太深, 无法自拔。


M1 lollipops made my long and tiring day =)

Monday, April 12, 2010

2010年4月12日 没有王仕捷的第一百五十二天

带我走 杨丞琳

每次我总一个人走
交叉路口 自己生活
这次你却说等我走
某个角落 就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌 在你的身后
计算的步伐 每个背影 每个场景
都有发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

每次我总独自远走
保持缄默 不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走
彼此温柔 从此以后

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌 在你的身后
计算的步伐 每个背影 每个场景
都有发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨

蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走


"真希望他能够带我走
我会无怨无悔地跟着他
就算不能够到永远
我会珍惜曾经拥有"


爱心水壶,巧克力 =)

Thursday, April 08, 2010

2010年4月8日 没有王仕捷的第一百四十八天

好久没有他的消息。
在他的世界里,似乎已经没有了我的空间。
心痛已到极点。
或许是时候放弃,但我始终没有勇气。