2010年2月23日 没有王仕捷的第一百零四天
'The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment' - nina's current facebook status.
i so agree with this statement. asked myself this question many times, 'what am i expecting from him?'. it would be a lie to answer nothing, but there's really nothing to expect, or rather i shouldn't expect anything. no doubt, i'm doing everything because he's the one, the one i love, the one i care about. his commitment would be the best reward for all that i've done, but that's almost zero probability. i'm not worried that he's not going to commit, but i'm scared of him leaving me one day, for good.
Monday, February 22, 2010
2010年2月22日 没有王仕捷的第一百零三天
seriously, i hate to work with people who are just plain stupid. i admit that i'm being biased, but he has not done anything to prove his worth. honestly, he's got an assistant for training stuff, which is almost the only thing he has in his portfolio. i don't see how busy he can get. i suppose if he could give up some time shopping at suntec with his wife and kid during lunch hour, he would be able to finish his job? past events has made me despise him, i don't have any respect for people who back-stab and worse, tries to be a nice person after thinking people are silly enough to believe him again. please, put your pea brain into whatever use it has. once bitten, twice shy. for all that you've done (not to me yet), i'll never ever trust you (i shouldn't have on what juz happened). you're juz giving me more reasons to believe that you're not worth the promotion, you're juz plain lucky to have gotten the post with the almost zero qualifications you have. or maybe not as lucky as others who has gotten a better offer in another company or born in a more well-off family. if they're still around, you can forget about being where you are today.
seriously, i hate to work with people who are just plain stupid. i admit that i'm being biased, but he has not done anything to prove his worth. honestly, he's got an assistant for training stuff, which is almost the only thing he has in his portfolio. i don't see how busy he can get. i suppose if he could give up some time shopping at suntec with his wife and kid during lunch hour, he would be able to finish his job? past events has made me despise him, i don't have any respect for people who back-stab and worse, tries to be a nice person after thinking people are silly enough to believe him again. please, put your pea brain into whatever use it has. once bitten, twice shy. for all that you've done (not to me yet), i'll never ever trust you (i shouldn't have on what juz happened). you're juz giving me more reasons to believe that you're not worth the promotion, you're juz plain lucky to have gotten the post with the almost zero qualifications you have. or maybe not as lucky as others who has gotten a better offer in another company or born in a more well-off family. if they're still around, you can forget about being where you are today.
Friday, February 19, 2010
2010年2月19日 没有王仕捷的第一百天
*beams* was really happy to see him at mambo. never thought i would miss someone so much, never expected myself to have him on my mind all these while. kept myself really busy this CNY as i knew he's not gonna have time for me. i juz hope i would be able to meet up with him before he leaves next tuesday.
*beams* was really happy to see him at mambo. never thought i would miss someone so much, never expected myself to have him on my mind all these while. kept myself really busy this CNY as i knew he's not gonna have time for me. i juz hope i would be able to meet up with him before he leaves next tuesday.
Sunday, February 07, 2010
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