Why is everything getting so complicated? I HATE politics!!! Maybe it's time I retire and start mugging. I really see no point in getting myself so involved in hall and in the end, I dun get appreciated at all. I dun trust anyone anymore. I should have seen it coming. The both of them are juz too self centred. Even if I get into the com, I will not be happy. *sigh*

*sigh* I'm really confused. Dunno what's wrong with me. Am I serious about this new guy? Or izzit that he's interesting in a different way that I'm attracted to him? I feel very bad. I can feel history repeating itself. I know it's unfair to the ger, but I just can't help it. I dunno how to make the choice, it's just too tough a decision.