It was my mistake to have not made it clear. Like i said, i was amused by your inability to read between lines. My foul mood was triggered by things far more important than this. Do not overestimate yourself. It does not matter what you think of me as your opinion is worthless to me. I'm confident of myself and of what i am and how i look. Oh.. By the way, i don't need to forgo louis vuitton even if i have to go for plastic surgery. You probably can't afford and that's why you need to give up the bags. I admit i did like ziwei at some point or should i put it as blindly in love? In any case, i'm more upset about losing a friend than not gaining his interest in me.

BITCH! Yes, you! Can you visualise my index finger pointing at you? Oh, or do i need to enlighten you on which finger is called the index? The post you blogged yesterday brightened up my morning. Was pretty amused by your ignorance in missing out the sarcasm between my lines. By the way, please do quote my full sentence in future as it's rude to misquote others. For your information, the last point of THE sentence is the most important. Did not want to kick up a big fuss on this. Blame it on the lack of your lucky stars that i'm in the foulest mood ever. Honestly, i know you can't get over the fact that your hubby was once in a way or another related to me. In addition, you can't change the fact that he's your hubby and my options for the better or best are still open. Tsk tsk.. Stop being a prick and a sour grape, it's not gonna get you anywhere. Get up and move on! The only reason why i'm at times upset at your hubby is coz i don't understand how he could have become 5 years younger and stopped talking to me altogether like how a kid always says 'don't friend you anymore'. Ridiculous! In any case, you should be honoured that i've dedicated one whole paragraph for you. This is probably too overwhelming for your pathetic ego.

to be continued...

the past week's been full of guessing and gossiping, guessing what the rest of the world have up their sleeves and gossiping about the changes. It's not gonna be easy to adapt, especially for those who've been around since the beginning. Too much speculations and competition. People are starting to behave weirdly, beyond normality. I suppose it's time to build up defence. Things and words are what you perceived of them. It will be good to take things positively.

Sometimes, i juz wonder what wrong i did, to make her hate me. It doesn't bother me that much, but it juz pisses me off when she comes round stepping on my toes. If being taller, prettier and higher paid, owning more louis vuitton or getting to work early on thursdays even though i club on wednesday nights irks her, i'm really speechless.

He's been away since wednesday. I'm juz so missing him, miss spending time with him, miss his hugs and miss him being around.

he's gonna be back later this evening. not sure when exactly he'll be touching down, but i'm happy. kept my whole week occupied in order for me to not miss him. did not work out that well though. bet this will be much more difficult when november comes. *sigh* if only he missed me the same.

This post should have been up one month ago. I've always been a fan of Louis Vuitton but this is what i received from dear dear for my birthday. Despite the bag's not of my favourite brand, i'm liking it. I'm surprised by the improvement in judgement for such accessories. *grins*

dear dear: has my dear dear used the bag i bought for her?
me: i used the bag for a week then decided i cannot use it too often. Gets dirty very easily.
dear dear: haha... I'm sure it can be washed. Anyway, it probably just need to last you for a year. Buy you a new one next year if bonus is good k? :)

He's been away for less than 24 hours and i'm missing him already. How am i to last till sunday or even monday? Counting down...

11 July 2009 @ Sun Yanzi's Concert - THE ANSWER IS.....

been 2 years since she held a concert in singapore. i'm glad to have her back on stage at the indoor stadium. it was a great sing-along session with yanzi for me. *grins* i was truly amazed by the stage structure, especially the 'hidden' band during the 1st half of the concert. she showcased a couple of new songs and there was a good mixture from her various albums. overall, it was a great experience!

the 'transformed' stage with 'hidden' band revealed

my personal favourite of the night: yanzi with long pony tail

pleasant surprise from him. we went shopping 3-4 weeks back and saw this dress from topshop that i really like. did not get the dress then as i felt it was a little too pricey for the material. anyway, he got it for me as my birthday pressie. late, but it's the thought that counts. =) i'm liking the dress more probably due to the fact that he gave it to me.

Very heavy lunch, for my mind...

The number '7'.

'7' has always been my favourite number. During primary school days, i've always looked upon senior diana as my role model when it comes to basketball. '7' was her jersey number and since then, i told myself i wanna put on the number '7' jersey too. toni kukoc from chicago bulls was part of the reason for my love for '7'. honestly, it wasn't only his fantastic three point shots that amazed me, he's cute to the max as well. *grins* coincidentally, i was posted to class 1/7 in cedar. the story continues from cedar to AJ and to NTU. The '7' jersey was reserved for me. *beams* i wonder if the affiliation made '7' my lucky number. claimed ownership of my class 3 licence on the 7th July in 2003. '7' holds a special meaning to dear dear and me. we got together on the 7th December in 2002 and since then, he ALMOST never fails to text me on the 7th of each month. Though things did not end up the way i wanted it to be, i'm glad we're still on good terms now, probably better than before.

caught transformers movie with him yesterday. i'm enjoying every single moment i have with him. Even if it's juz for a short while, it's all worth it, for i'm not sure how long more this can last.

i need a break, a real break. Break from work, break from the routined lifestyle and most important of all, break from my confusions. Passing each day wasting my time on facebook is making me sick. I need to do more than facebook-ing. Yoga is my new found interest but my body can hardly keep up with the twice a week routine. I've fallen in love with yoga as it frees my mind and relaxes my body. Work cycle is back to square one making me lose interest in all that i've been doing. With the current market, i doubt i can find something that can match up to my current pay. I'll be good and stay on till bad times are over.

Weekends are spent on trainings for upcoming performance at esplanade. Yeah! Miss the days back in ntu when i'm more involved with the stage. This time round is a little different from the usual. We're gonna be showcasing mambo. Interested parties can drop by esplanade on the 28th october. You'll be in for a great surprise. The MJ kakis put up our debut performance at mambo jambo 17th anniversary and we've done well given the short time frame we had for practice.

My 'nightmare' will soon begin. Honestly, i wanna prove him wrong. I wanna prove that things doesn't change due to physical distance. It's gonna be hard coz it takes two hands to clap. I know its inevitable that i'll be hurt in the end. But love is blind, and i'm blinded voluntarily.