我是否应该学习长大？

朋友常说，我似乎从不怕失败。
就算知道会受到再大的伤害，也不会放弃。
有时候会觉得自己很傻，但始终不会改变。

我常说，如果不尝试，又怎会知道结果会是如何呢？
但是知道了结局又如何呢？

我恨自己的执著，因为总会带来许多的不快乐。
但是经过了漫长的岁月， 历经了多少喜怒哀乐，悲欢离合，我已经开始麻木了。

你相信命运吗？
总觉得自己被命运作弄。
我爱的人不爱我，但爱我的人却对我痴心一片。
希望有天我能说服自己接受被爱的幸福。
也许会有那么一天。

my new acquisition from louis vuitton - speedy 25. decided that its a better size than 30.

my louis vuitton collection

should i say its a bad or a good start to the new year? last night's mambo was juz crazy. guess i exceeded my limit and got drunk. it was sort of planned or should i use the word deliberate. really hate myself. why do i lose it so easily? million thanks to those who were there to take care of me and to watch over me. thanks to jay (though he's part of the reason why i was drunk *bleah*) and jerald for driving me and xiao bai back. sorry to have disrupted your night. my new year resolution is to stop drinking so much. though gracie has got no faith in me at all to do that. wish me luck.