i'm so gonna go crazy if i don't start bitching. sometimes, i really wish everything in this world would go my way. yes... i'm selfish and self-centred. whatever... honestly, i'm not comfortable with the changes that's gonna take place but i don't really have a say in decision-making. sometimes, someone can really be good at putting up great fronts. *sigh* maybe i juz feel challenged? or maybe i juz simply hate that things are gonna get very political. why can't everyone be as simple-minded as me? then i don't hafta start putting on my shield. though i feel that i'm far more competent and capable, i've seen how unscrupulous people can always get to the top. *sigh again* i'm tired enough having to put on a happy face all the time in front of my customers, really don't wish to put up a pretence even when i'm in office. opps! i'm not supposed to say anything. well, i bet none of them reads my blog. maybe i'm juz too used to being the baby and hence hate it when i'm no longer the youngest. *shrug* full of complaints today. quote of the day : xiao mao wouldn't bite if you don't step on her tail. *winks*

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many many things to do for the past 2 weeks and hence many many things to update. wonder where should i start?

FRIENDS
met up with susan about 2 weeks ago. picked her up at tuas (where i nearly got lost) and headed for dinner at holland village sushi tei. guess old habits die hard. *grins* did a hell lot of catching up as the last time we met was when we parted at changi airport after our hong kong trip. that's more than a year ago for your information. sometimes, i do feel guilty that i do not have more time for my friends. if only i have 48 hours a day. really miss hostel life with susan as my neighbour. lots of fun, entertainment and of course, FOOD. dessert was settled at haagen daz. *yummy* ordered a fondue for the both of us. had lunch with ailin yesterday at citylink new york new york. we've been wanting to meet since 2 years ago? glad to know that she's getting married next year. i'm really amazed by how time flies. still remember the times when we made our own supper in hall and the times when we had our extraordinary birthday celebrations. now it's juz work and work and more work everyday. dinner was with AJ team mates at paragon sushi tei. we're forever gossiping when we're together. all thanks to carol, our all-time best informant. we should really set up a blog for her to keep us updated on the recent happenings. i'm sure the readership would be a hit. *laughs* congrats to pp who's gonna tie the knot next year. headed to pp's house for mahjong after a round of drinks at dome.

DARLING
had a huge quarrel with darling last week. i'm glad everything is well now and i hope it would get better. thanks for being such a sweetie by being my chauffeur when baby vios was in the workshop. had dinner with darling at hotstones (boat quay) last thursday. it was meant to be his birthday treat from me. joyce ended up picking up the tab for us. thanks joyce!

WORK
i've gotten pretty familiar with my scope but there're forever many many unforeseen circumstances. some customers are pretty difficult to handle but i'm sure i'll find a way to tame them. *grins* relationship with colleagues as well as superiors are fine at the moment, can be better i suppose. sometimes, i can't help but feel paranoid. guess it's juz me. workload is beginning to pile up and i sometimes wonder if there's a day i can clear all my stuff. *stressed*