自恋自拍
realised that i haven't been camwhoring for the longest time. *bleah*
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
2011年2月20日 没有王仕捷的第四百六十六天
reverse psychology does not work on me.. it has adverse effects.. >.<
i hate it when he tells me to find kenny.
i hate it when he asks me why i'm home so early.
i hate it when he says he wouldn't know even if i find other guys.
as expected, he's busier with his new job and have lesser time for his girlfriend, not to even mention me. am i becoming more demanding towards him? or that i've always been this attention seeking? he'd stopped finding time to call me when he's with the girlfriend. i wonder which is worse, missing the one in hong kong or missing the one who's so near yet so far.
reverse psychology does not work on me.. it has adverse effects.. >.<
i hate it when he tells me to find kenny.
i hate it when he asks me why i'm home so early.
i hate it when he says he wouldn't know even if i find other guys.
as expected, he's busier with his new job and have lesser time for his girlfriend, not to even mention me. am i becoming more demanding towards him? or that i've always been this attention seeking? he'd stopped finding time to call me when he's with the girlfriend. i wonder which is worse, missing the one in hong kong or missing the one who's so near yet so far.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
2011年2月15日 没有王仕捷的第四百六十一天
5 years.. And counting?
5 years.. And counting?
The Prelude - 2005 Christmas Shaw Roadshow
2006 Dinner and Dance - Sales Consultants
2006 Team Building - Bintan Angsana Resort
Nokia Wisma Atria
Nokia Parkway Parade
Nokia Century Square
2007 Field Force Team
2007 Team Building - Bintan Lagoon Resort
2008 Team Building - Batam View Resort
2009 Comes with Music Campaign - Zouk
2010 Promoter Master Challenge
Sunday, February 13, 2011
2011年2月13日 没有王仕捷的第四百五十九天
Perfect Nightmare Shontelle
Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeah
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare.
Perfect Nightmare Shontelle
Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeah
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare.
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
2011年2月8日 没有王仕捷的第四百五十四天
Mummy's Birthday - 07 February
aunty, cousins, nephew and niece came over for CNY visiting and celebrated my mum's birthday together. it's juz amazing how time flies. my nephew is gonna be enlisted in a few hours time. good luck! and make the most out of the 2 years. =) my niece is already into her 2nd year in cedar! so proud that she has joined the big family. once a cedarian, always a cedarian.
glad that he actually managed to squeeze time out to meet me for coffee. well, i'll definitely take his suggestion to start a log book on the times i get drunk, how i promise to try stop getting drunk and put my signature on it. he'll check the log everytime he's back. *laughs* one of the silly conversations that i'll have with him. some things juz never change. =) i always feel so comfortable and at ease talking to him. i do miss him loads. such happiness is shortlived i suppose.
me: so are you coming back this september?
him: *shakes head*
me: you're staying in hong kong? *half in shock*
him: moving to china.
me: when?
him: they're supposed to let me sign the contract these few days, nothing is passed to me yet. bosses wanted me to move after this CNY holiday, told them it's quite impossible.
me: how long are you gonna be posted there for?
him: at least a year.
me: *pouts and sulks*
my worst fear has been affirmed. it's gonna be a prolonged wait. *sigh*
p.s. happy to see him wear/use things that i bought for him, coz they'll probably remind him of me. *grins* much as i want him to start using the starwalker, i'm juz as afraid that he'll misplace it. *bleah*
Mummy's Birthday - 07 February
aunty, cousins, nephew and niece came over for CNY visiting and celebrated my mum's birthday together. it's juz amazing how time flies. my nephew is gonna be enlisted in a few hours time. good luck! and make the most out of the 2 years. =) my niece is already into her 2nd year in cedar! so proud that she has joined the big family. once a cedarian, always a cedarian.
glad that he actually managed to squeeze time out to meet me for coffee. well, i'll definitely take his suggestion to start a log book on the times i get drunk, how i promise to try stop getting drunk and put my signature on it. he'll check the log everytime he's back. *laughs* one of the silly conversations that i'll have with him. some things juz never change. =) i always feel so comfortable and at ease talking to him. i do miss him loads. such happiness is shortlived i suppose.
me: so are you coming back this september?
him: *shakes head*
me: you're staying in hong kong? *half in shock*
him: moving to china.
me: when?
him: they're supposed to let me sign the contract these few days, nothing is passed to me yet. bosses wanted me to move after this CNY holiday, told them it's quite impossible.
me: how long are you gonna be posted there for?
him: at least a year.
me: *pouts and sulks*
my worst fear has been affirmed. it's gonna be a prolonged wait. *sigh*
p.s. happy to see him wear/use things that i bought for him, coz they'll probably remind him of me. *grins* much as i want him to start using the starwalker, i'm juz as afraid that he'll misplace it. *bleah*
Sunday, February 06, 2011
2011年2月6日 没有王仕捷的第四百五十二天
have only myself to blame if i don't manage to catch him before he returns to hong kong. didn't plan to get drunk at all on cny eve's mambo, but i did eventually. *bleah* that did get me into loads of trouble at home and lots of inconvenience to my clubbing kakis as usual. many apologies. would have gone out with him after mambo and i probably wasted another chance as he called me late 初一 night (early 初二 morning) but i was already deep in sleep due to 除夕 night's mishap. was pretty upset as i assumed that he would be flying off this evening but to my surprise, he's flying back only early thursday morning! i'm not raising my hopes of meeting him as disappointment would be too mild a word if i don't get to see him. quite tight but possible, he says, maybe one of the weekdays late night or something. keeping my fingers crossed. in any case, i'm happy that he's staying. *smiles*
p.s. my mouse has died yet again. *grumpy* cat likes to scare the mouse so it dies easily.
have only myself to blame if i don't manage to catch him before he returns to hong kong. didn't plan to get drunk at all on cny eve's mambo, but i did eventually. *bleah* that did get me into loads of trouble at home and lots of inconvenience to my clubbing kakis as usual. many apologies. would have gone out with him after mambo and i probably wasted another chance as he called me late 初一 night (early 初二 morning) but i was already deep in sleep due to 除夕 night's mishap. was pretty upset as i assumed that he would be flying off this evening but to my surprise, he's flying back only early thursday morning! i'm not raising my hopes of meeting him as disappointment would be too mild a word if i don't get to see him. quite tight but possible, he says, maybe one of the weekdays late night or something. keeping my fingers crossed. in any case, i'm happy that he's staying. *smiles*
p.s. my mouse has died yet again. *grumpy* cat likes to scare the mouse so it dies easily.
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
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