2011年1月20日 没有王仕捷的第四百三十五天

think i should really start controlling my emotions and not letting it run wild. wonder what is wrong with me. why do i always want things that i can't have? *sigh* am i juz trying to fill up the empty spaces that he left behind? or am i really falling for mr nice guy? player by name? i hate. i love to play, but why do i end up being played out? this time, it hurts.

2011年1月19日 没有王仕捷的第四百三十四天

i'm such a auntie to be reading this. *bleah* but i like! found the books on the living room table and i couldn't resist the temptation to explore further.

2011年1月11日 没有王仕捷的第四百二十六天


so gonna miss the 2 boys for the next 6 months. they have flown off to sweden for exchange early this morning. m&m (mambo and mahjong) would not be the same without them.

2011年1月10日 没有王仕捷的第四百二十五天

cleared my shoe cabinet!

and i'm throwing all these away! 旧的不去，新的不来！*winks*

2011年1月4日 没有王仕捷的第四百十九天

was almost done blogging the whole hong kong trip when it has to happen again. wonder what i did to delete the post and *bleah* i'm too lazy to re-write. time passes too fast for my liking. someone asked if i'm sad to be going back to singapore in a few hours time. i'm more upset about the end of my leave period than anything else. feels good to have done quite a bit of shopping today to end this holiday on a great note. *beams* it is even better to have wine, cheese and snacks with shirleen and kee for dinner. thanks dear for everything over the past 5 days, especially the company.

spending time with the couple made me realised what i have been looking for in a partner - someone who can
1. impress me - need not be smart, talented or gorgeous looking, just simply know more things than i do, guide me through difficult times.
2. understand me - i don't need to be pampered all the time, just give and take appropriately.

seeing him the night before was further affirmation that i've not given up. it juz amazes me that i've been hanging on to this uncertainty for coming 3 years and still counting. past 2 months had been a disaster. honestly, i have no idea why i got myself involved with a boy 6 years my junior. simply pure craziness. this kid proved that i do need an older man to take care of me, i can never be the nanny in the relationship. will i have to wait for another 3 years or more?

2011年1月2日 没有王仕捷的第四百十七天

Hong Kong Day 2 (31 Dec continued)

- love our new year eve dinner by shirleen dear - huge bowl of greens (the salad bowl was her christmas pressie from kee), hashbrowns, steak for kee, bread, cheese and wine! excellent combination to end 2010

- the salad was cleared out by shirleen and me
- headed to west kowloon waterfront promenade for the countdown fireworks, may i add that kee was so proud to be able to fit in well with the locals with his big jacket with furry hoodie, shirleen called him marshmallow man, i think he could do with igloo man *laughs*
- we were surprised by crowd, the lack of it (not that we're complaining)


- and here's the moment!
- we were pretty disappointed by the display, the couple had seen better ones during national day and i felt that fireworks back home is definitely better *bleah*
- reluctantly left the place as we hoped there would be a climax
- took almost an hour for us to walk to jordan for 堂记肠粉 - fortunately, the 肠粉 was worth our half hour wait despite the fact that almost everything we wanted was sold out