*grins* im back! reason why i've not been blogging: mugging hard at home. *laughs* got bugged by a few people to update. so here i am. life's been pretty much of the same routine: clubbing on wednesday and saturday, all other days you can find me at 2 places - airport or home. guess i din go anywhere else. oh! i did! met ziwei and company late last friday to catch a show, 2 shows rather, after a sumptous dinner with susan at jp. had swensens tis time. anyway, caught "The Pacifier" and "Infection". the former is a great comedy. had a good laugh. as for the latter, can sumone please go watch it and decipher the story for me? got kinda lost during the movie. wednesday's mambo was kinda different. sonny was on mc and aldrin was spinning. they finally played my favourite SUMMER RAIN! that song made my nite. *smiles* had a good time dancing and laughing with SEBASTIAN and ziwei. every week, i seem to get to know more regulars tho i hafta admit that i dunno all of their names. uhm... and i guess my efforts are not paid off, at least for now. my 1st paper ended 1 plus hour ago. im so gonna fail. killer paper! *sigh* i've done wateva i can i guess. it's all up to fate now. not gonna brood over it. looking for people to hang out with tonite. wanted to stay home to prepare for my next paper but guess im not in the mood anymore.

been quite "emotionally unstable" for the past 2 weeks. i noe i'm juz being silly. *shrug* feel much better now that things are kinda cleared up. guess i'm the kind who prefers to be upset than confused. tho i'm still kinda confused. *sigh* it's not the time for such stuff coz exams really round the corner le. in order to still go clubbing, i hafta make full use of the rest of my time. the coming 24 days gonna be a real long and torturous. wat a dread! but sometimes juz can't help but think of him. times like now.

*laughs* juz back from another eating session with susan. went sakae this evening. we came to a conclusion that thur is probably a meeting day for us. to meet up for updates and gossips and food! *grins* din plan to meet her today. but wanted to collect my shoes from town and susan forgot her keys, so decided to help her fetch her keys and meet up. was wondering if this will continue after we start working. but that's still a sum time away i guess. =<

feels pretty good to club alone once in a while. *grins* do feel that something seems to be missing. *shrug* can't take things (attention) for granted. guess wat's the most frequently asked question for the nite? "Where's your boyfriend?" *laughs* it was a crowded nite and the music wasn't really nice. spinned my favourite "summer rain" tho. *smiles* i'm easily satisfied. looking forward to wednesday already. i'm supposed to be mugging. but still need to destress. that's the excuse i'm giving myself.