2010年5月20日 没有王仕捷的第一百九十天
so intoxicated and so sleepy now. last night's mambo was a blast! love byden to bits. =)
i'm sorry for calling so early in the morning. i'm sorry for texting emo stuff again. i'm sorry for not being able to rationalize things. i'm sorry for not being able to forget you. i'm sorry for everything that i've done and not done. nothing has changed since you left for hong kong, not for me. you might have found someone else, you may find me not good enough for you, but i still love you the same. there was this question in the speed dating registration form: what qualities do you look for in a partner? my immediate answer was him. he's everything that i wanted, almost perfect i suppose. i guess it's juz not meant to be but i'm still waiting.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
2010年5月14日 没有王仕捷的第一百八十四天
It's been a peaceful 3 months till it decided to come back and wreck havoc again. Sick and tired of having to put up with its nonsense time and again. Don't even wanna mention its name as the very thought of it irks me. I wonder what he has given his army that they are all so obedient. Do they not have eyes to see nor ears to hear? My sympathy goes out to all of you. It's time for me to speak.
I know it since years ago at zouk. My 1st impression, very touchy animal. I distanced myself as much as i could for i was not interested in it and i kept this impression of it to myself as kes seemed to be on very good terms with it. I did not want to be bad-mouthing someone as it might juz be me. Soon after, it left the zouk scene for overseas studies. When it came back for good, i let it start on a fresh clean sheet, only to realise that some things juz wouldn't change. It tried to hit on me many times, but things juz didn't go its way.
Sarah's appearance was the turning point, he seemed serious about dating her, or so i thought. I was drunk one night and being the 'caring' friend, it offered to fetch xiao bai and me home. It claimed i seduced him and it caved in to temptations (which guy wouldn't as it mentioned). The fact is, it tried hitting on the half-drunk me despite me reminding it of sarah. I remember clearly what its response to me was, don't mind about her. At that moment, i juz felt silly for believing that it and sarah were for real. Anyway, it was another failed attempt for it. Then on, i've heard a couple of stories of how it tried greasing other girls, including someone we know. I wonder if the ever so innocent, pretty and smart masters holder sarah knows about all its doings but juz oblivious to them or is she juz rumoured to be smart. Is the greaseball worth her giving up her family and hubby for? It said i was spreading rumours of sarah and it. People at zouk have got eyes, you kissed and hugged her openly and believe that no one would see?
For kiat's case, i've apologised. But who is it to fault me? It broke up a then great girl's marriage and tried to hit on kiat's (who is supposedly a good friend) girlfriend. Apparently, it wanted to get everyone at zouk to go against me because i came between kiat and girlfriend. Shouldn't it get them to go against itself as well?
Sick and tired of wrestling with pigs, coz even if they lose, they will still enjoy it.
p.s. To all animal (including pig) lovers out there, it does not refer to an animal, it's worse than one.
It's been a peaceful 3 months till it decided to come back and wreck havoc again. Sick and tired of having to put up with its nonsense time and again. Don't even wanna mention its name as the very thought of it irks me. I wonder what he has given his army that they are all so obedient. Do they not have eyes to see nor ears to hear? My sympathy goes out to all of you. It's time for me to speak.
I know it since years ago at zouk. My 1st impression, very touchy animal. I distanced myself as much as i could for i was not interested in it and i kept this impression of it to myself as kes seemed to be on very good terms with it. I did not want to be bad-mouthing someone as it might juz be me. Soon after, it left the zouk scene for overseas studies. When it came back for good, i let it start on a fresh clean sheet, only to realise that some things juz wouldn't change. It tried to hit on me many times, but things juz didn't go its way.
Sarah's appearance was the turning point, he seemed serious about dating her, or so i thought. I was drunk one night and being the 'caring' friend, it offered to fetch xiao bai and me home. It claimed i seduced him and it caved in to temptations (which guy wouldn't as it mentioned). The fact is, it tried hitting on the half-drunk me despite me reminding it of sarah. I remember clearly what its response to me was, don't mind about her. At that moment, i juz felt silly for believing that it and sarah were for real. Anyway, it was another failed attempt for it. Then on, i've heard a couple of stories of how it tried greasing other girls, including someone we know. I wonder if the ever so innocent, pretty and smart masters holder sarah knows about all its doings but juz oblivious to them or is she juz rumoured to be smart. Is the greaseball worth her giving up her family and hubby for? It said i was spreading rumours of sarah and it. People at zouk have got eyes, you kissed and hugged her openly and believe that no one would see?
For kiat's case, i've apologised. But who is it to fault me? It broke up a then great girl's marriage and tried to hit on kiat's (who is supposedly a good friend) girlfriend. Apparently, it wanted to get everyone at zouk to go against me because i came between kiat and girlfriend. Shouldn't it get them to go against itself as well?
Sick and tired of wrestling with pigs, coz even if they lose, they will still enjoy it.
p.s. To all animal (including pig) lovers out there, it does not refer to an animal, it's worse than one.
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