<我恨我爱你>
面带微笑离开你怀里
我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里
二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而以
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你
oh... 我爱你
只是因为你是你
oh... 我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的...
新恋情
Saturday, September 26, 2009
birthday pressie for my beloved =)25 September 2009
it was an excuse for me to take a day off from boring work. the pressie was completed juz before noon and i headed to plaza singapura to run some errands before picking him up from his office. drove down to shaw centre for the massage session that i had booked at the ultimate. the reception area was nicely done up and the service was good. however, i must add that the rooms and the skills of the masseurs are not as fantastic. as he needed to settle urgent matters back in office, i went home to take a short rest before meeting him again at clarke quay for dinner. as expected, he arrived an hour late and i'm surprised by myself that i wasn't the least bit irritated. i really like the place not only for the ambience but also the food. it must have been the best steak i've ever had. the beef was juicy and done to my liking. the steakhouse by esmirada is highly recommended.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Obsessive-compulsive Disorder
Obsessive–compulsive disorder (OCD) is a mental disorder characterized by intrusive thoughts that produce anxiety, by repetitive behaviors aimed at reducing anxiety, or by combinations of such thoughts and behaviors. The symptoms of this anxiety disorder range from repetitive hand-washing and extensive hoarding to preoccupation with sexual, religious, or aggressive impulses. These symptoms can be alienating and time-consuming, and often cause severe emotional and economic loss. Although the acts of those who have OCD may appear paranoid and come across to others as psychotic, OCD sufferers often recognize their thoughts and subsequent actions as irrational, and they may become further distressed by this realization.
OCD is the fourth most common mental disorder and is diagnosed nearly as often as asthma and diabetes mellitus. The phrase "obsessive-compulsive" has become part of the English lexicon, and is often used in an informal or caricatured manner to describe someone who is meticulous, perfectionistic, absorbed in a cause, or otherwise fixated on something or someone. Although these signs are often present in OCD, a person who exhibits them does not necessarily have OCD, and may instead have obsessive-compulsive personality disorder (OCPD), an autism spectrum disorder or some other condition.
judging from the above description and image, i seriously do not think i have OCD. Neat freak is a more suitable term. *bleah* honestly, this is pretty messy by my standards. i've recently refurbished my room and got a three-door wardrobe, still a little far from my dream walk-in but i'm happy. *smiles*
Obsessive–compulsive disorder (OCD) is a mental disorder characterized by intrusive thoughts that produce anxiety, by repetitive behaviors aimed at reducing anxiety, or by combinations of such thoughts and behaviors. The symptoms of this anxiety disorder range from repetitive hand-washing and extensive hoarding to preoccupation with sexual, religious, or aggressive impulses. These symptoms can be alienating and time-consuming, and often cause severe emotional and economic loss. Although the acts of those who have OCD may appear paranoid and come across to others as psychotic, OCD sufferers often recognize their thoughts and subsequent actions as irrational, and they may become further distressed by this realization.
OCD is the fourth most common mental disorder and is diagnosed nearly as often as asthma and diabetes mellitus. The phrase "obsessive-compulsive" has become part of the English lexicon, and is often used in an informal or caricatured manner to describe someone who is meticulous, perfectionistic, absorbed in a cause, or otherwise fixated on something or someone. Although these signs are often present in OCD, a person who exhibits them does not necessarily have OCD, and may instead have obsessive-compulsive personality disorder (OCPD), an autism spectrum disorder or some other condition.
judging from the above description and image, i seriously do not think i have OCD. Neat freak is a more suitable term. *bleah* honestly, this is pretty messy by my standards. i've recently refurbished my room and got a three-door wardrobe, still a little far from my dream walk-in but i'm happy. *smiles*
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
ice skating escapade in April 2009
this girl plays a prominent role in my life. she's always so full of surprises and ideas that i can never keep up with. glad that she's enjoying her trip with her muffin.
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my dear dear who's always there for me. i always believe that things never worked out between us coz i know him too well for his own good. *bleah*
are insecurities and low-confidence co-related? they probably are. i hate to admit this but i'm so tempted to pick up the phone to drop him a text. no reason to do so, but need there be a reason to do so? *sigh* emo monster is creeping up on me once again. missing him...
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
definition of a girl's boy
honestly, there is no fixed definition of a girl's boy. i suppose it varies from girl to girl what each of them want and what would satisfy them. besides, most girls are fickle minded and hence their demands probably change from time to time. i'm beginning to sound like the other species here. but hey, at times, i do feel that there's certain truth to the former (juz like how i would agree that majority of the female drivers are road hazards, including myself *bleah*).
over the past week, there was not juz once, but a few times when people around me comment that i would make a very nice guy or statements along the same line. it makes me wonder if i really do have the characteristics of a good boyfriend. seriously, being a lesbian once, it did occur to me if i could really sway to the other side. i love doing things for the one i like, doing things which others deem to be out of the way or sweet. to me, it's juz my way of showing care and concern. *shrug* i guess i'll never want to be the boyfriend as there're times when i need to be pampered, need to be showered with TLC (tender loving care). i'm better off being the girlfriend who's like the boyfriend. =)
honestly, there is no fixed definition of a girl's boy. i suppose it varies from girl to girl what each of them want and what would satisfy them. besides, most girls are fickle minded and hence their demands probably change from time to time. i'm beginning to sound like the other species here. but hey, at times, i do feel that there's certain truth to the former (juz like how i would agree that majority of the female drivers are road hazards, including myself *bleah*).
over the past week, there was not juz once, but a few times when people around me comment that i would make a very nice guy or statements along the same line. it makes me wonder if i really do have the characteristics of a good boyfriend. seriously, being a lesbian once, it did occur to me if i could really sway to the other side. i love doing things for the one i like, doing things which others deem to be out of the way or sweet. to me, it's juz my way of showing care and concern. *shrug* i guess i'll never want to be the boyfriend as there're times when i need to be pampered, need to be showered with TLC (tender loving care). i'm better off being the girlfriend who's like the boyfriend. =)
Monday, September 07, 2009
The Team of Three - 大姐, me and Best Friend
those were the happy days. things are juz not gonna be the same, never will be. changes for the past 3 months have exceeded the changes for the past 3 years and this is not the end (note that the numbers are not exaggerated). however, the situation may not be as bad as it seems, especially for those who left. i'm so missing having 大姐around to give me advice and to 挡风遮雨. i'm so gonna miss best friend who's always so supportive of me and always there to lend me a listening ear to bitch. reporting to office will become a real dread after next week. *sigh*
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