2010年1月11日 没有王仕捷的第六十一天

me and banks! find myself staring at the primary school me inside the mirror. i need to add life to this new year and decided to start with my hair. i actually love my new look, a nice change to a good start, i hope. interestingly, my parents are so amused by the short fringe that both of them can't stop grinning at my new hairdo.

finally, i decided to edit my facebook relationship status. i'm single! yeaps.. i'm hoping this would make me come to terms with him, not as a friend but the complicated relationship that we have. i doubt it will work but it is worth a try. i've thought about it. i really treasure him as a friend, and i hope we can be good friends. maybe, juz maybe, i'm afraid that i'll lose him if i continue to love him that i would rather be platonic friends with him. deep inside, i do wish things would work out between us. however, after the talk i had with him on the last day of 2009, it sort of make me realise that it's impossible for the both of us to be together, at least for him it is.