Feeling superb morbid again, wonder if it's one of the effects of the exams. Really sick of the nv ending revision i hafta do and to add on to my misery, I haf a lab report due ltr. Wat can be worse?!? Suddenly, it juz struck me tt i haf very few frens in tis world. To be exact, frens whom i can tok to or share my innermost thoughts with. *indulges in self-pity* Maybe I shd be glad tt at least I haf those few who are always there for me when I need them. Thank you darlings(you noe who you are)! Eva since i stepped into NTU, I've been kinda lost. No long term goal nor do I noe wat I really want in life. It sux eh.. Things juz nv seem to go the right way for me. Sumtimes, I wish I can turn back time. I miss those days in Cedar: competing to finish our maths homework, drooling over cute guys at times square in taka b4 our physics extra lessons on sat afternoons, counselling sessions together with "si lak tong" n ms goh, Bball training with my wonderful teammates, Bball competition, dumping of guys and getting dumped.. woah.. the list will nv end. JC days are unforgettable too! Not the sch, a bit of the teachers, but mostly, my classmates and of coz! my dearest Bball team. A lot of regrets in life. How I wish I haf another chance to do all the things I could not do or did not do. Guess it's all too late...