
life has been interesting but routined. less of mahjong but more clubbing and chilling out with friends. love the kind of lifestyle i'm leading now. tiring but fun. the question is how long more can i afford to have such fun? honestly, IF given a choice, i wouldn't mind staying single. i may regret making this statement when i'm 40 and needing a companion but at this very moment, i feel i'm much better off alone than attached. regular clubbing at zouk has brought back much memories. the presence of someone has reminded me of the absence of another. sometimes i do wonder why and how did things come to this stage? why dun people believe in platonic friendships? *sigh* i do miss him (as a friend of coz) and the rest of the mambo chummies like sebastian, daniel... when are you guys gonna meet up? so missing you! *sulks* great... i'm super emo today and i wonder why. got carried over from last night i guess. the someone is having a greater impact on me day by day. i was pretty taken aback by myself. guess it is the resemblance that's keeping the strong interest. i think i'm slowly losing my head over him.