sorry that i didn't blog last night. it's kinda upsetting that i could only talk to my blog most of the time. but it really warms my heart to know that you actually spare the time to read it everyday. if this is the only means of communication, i wouldn't mind putting every single thought i have up here. career is your priority, so is mine. but i guess it's in me that i'm more emotional. i understand what you are going through and i don't wanna be a hindrance to your promotion. juz wish i can share your problems. i may not be able to lighten your load, but i'll be there to give you the support. feel that i'm being kept out of your life. it hurts me to see you troubled but yet i have no clue to what's on your mind. i'm willing to wait but at least let me know i'm not waiting in vain. don't wanna be a passer-by in your life. i'm really scared. scared of losing you. if you're back for revenge, you've succeeded. not that i don't trust you. juz that i'm not confident of myself. i may be confident in other aspects, but when it comes to this, i have to admit that i'm vulnerable. but i've already taken the 1st step and i wouldn't want to give up. will you perservere on?