the road ahead isn't gonna be easy. many challenges and obstacles awaits us. i understand the fears you have. trust me, i'm scared too. it seems that time is going against us. never ending work to be done. i'm beginning to feel the stress, especially after i go full time with nokia. but like i told you, my working hours at nokia is pretty fixed, it's not gonna be too difficult to make time for other things. you said you wanna find someone who can go through the next 4 years with you. guess you have found her. it's juz a matter of whether you wanna give it a shot. "Failed relationships do not increase the number of monks and nuns in the world." i've found the reason to stay. have you? maybe you were a passer-by, but not anymore. i dunno how to reassure you, but time will tell. i wouldn't want to put our dreams and careers at stake if i'm not sure. wonder when you gonna have time and be able to read this. *shrug* another busy weekend i believe. have fun ya. gonna miss you.