*smiles* back from yanzi's concert! though i was kept outside and could only hear her sing live, it was good enough. paid to go for the concert wor. where to find? *grins* was really over the moon when i got the deployment from my boss. thanks janice! yeaps. i still love yanzi. but guess i'm getting old, can't be like the young kids anymore. i was never crazy over my idol like them in the 1st place. was surprised that most of the songs she sang tonight was from her earlier albums. nice and i love them. surprise of the night was seeing professor yow. he went to the concert with his wife, brother-in-law and the girlfriend. and guess what?!? the girlfriend is actually someone i know and who had denied being attached very recently. uhm... makes me wonder. you know who you are. *evil laughter* anyway, shan't gossip too much about people coz i believe in kharma. *laughs* back to my professor. he was the lecturer and tutor for my favourite module ---> MATHS! back in year 1 NTU. he's probably the one and only tutor who will remember me. guess i left a deep impression for him coz of the performance i did back then. it's good to see him again. think i'm beginning to like my job more as the days pass, especially events like tonight and road shows. get to meet lots of people from all walks of life. but very soon, i'll hafta be in store. kinda got the green light from the big boss and my direct heads. gonna switch to full-time after chinese new year. don't think i'll get chance to handle events and road shows like now though i would really love to. guess i can't have the best of everything.

went out with a long-lost friend on friday. it was a great night ya. catching up and talking of the good old times. was still pretty worried that it might turn out weird but to my surprise, was pretty comfy with the company, way too comfy i guess. *shrug* am pretty confused now. history seems to be repeating. the very reason why i chose to leave back then was faith, the lack of it in fact. really am afraid of putting my trust in someone. don't wanna get hurt again. but sometimes, the person could be true? *sigh* kinda cleared the misunderstanding we had of each other over the past 8 years. was more than surprised to know that he actually remembers so much about me. what amazed me was the fact that he actually spot on my home number which at times i tend to forget too. maybe i'm juz being over-sensitive. soft spot i guess. need to find my way round this.