情非得已

難以忘記初次見你　一雙迷人的眼睛
在我腦海裡　你的身影　揮散不去
握你的雙手感覺你的溫柔
真的有點透不過氣　你的天真　我想珍惜
看到你受委屈　我會傷心(看到你傷心　我會失意)

只怕我自己會愛上你　不敢讓自己靠的太近
怕我沒什麼能夠給你　愛你也需要很大的勇氣
只怕我自己會愛上你　也許有天會情不自禁
想念只讓自己苦了自己　愛上你是我情非得已
愛上你是我情非得已

什麼原因　我竟然又會遇見你
我真的真的不願意　就這樣陷入愛的陷阱

laugh at me all you want ya. this is a pretty old song but it juz suddenly came to mind. *grins* not exactly out of the blue. happened to hear it in the background during a conversation with someone. *sigh* i believe in kharma. i really do. it's scary that things are going the way they are now. have no idea what to expect or maybe i'm juz being over-sensitive yet again. well, there're many other things in life that are of higher priority, things like family and career. juz can't help but lose focus at times. such times are getting more frequent and longer each time. i know i don't wanna lose this 2nd chance. but do i have the choice in the 1st place? *shrug*