i called and HE actually answered! *smiles* what a pleasant surprise! for the past hour or so, i was on the phone with HIM ---> 58 minutes and 14 seconds to be exact. feeling a little better but not much. muz give HIM the credit, otherwise HE's not gonna be my uncle agony the next time round. *laughs* guess i'm juz happy to hear HIS voice and to be able to have a proper conversation with HIM once again. maybe HE's right about me being too stressed up by everything that's on going. the semester juz started but i need a break. what exactly is bothering me? family? school? HIM? or izzit everything? when HE asked what's wrong, i couldn't say. not that i don't want to but i dunno how and where to start. glad i found some comfort after the talk though i'm still at a loss. thanks for spending the time on me! i'm probably gonna have the sweetest dreams in a long while tonight.