Thursday, August 04, 2005

great night with great music at zouk. *smiles* many thanks to sebastian who dropped me back in hall. thanks to allan for picking me up too. feeling really tired now but juz wanna blog. my legs are aching from the non-stop dancing from 11 till 3 plus. not exactly non-stop but almost. *grins* only got to say hi and bye to jerry. that was how good the music was. kinda packed tonight but the crowd was not bad (minus the few irritating ones). wonder why but everyone in the clique seem to not be in their usual self or to put it simply ---> crazy. the podium was crowded. was running around the small area for the earlier part of the night to get a spot where i wouldn't be squeezed. found a nice place to settle myself in for the rest of the night eventually (not gonna tell you where *laughs*). HE was one of the reason that made my night. HE always does i guess. it's hard but i'm slowly forcing myself out of this dream that HE'll one day come back to me. reality hurts. HIM aside. the guys were really crazy. did all sorts of funny things. but still i enjoyed their company. great entertainment provided by sebastian. *winks* been a long time since everyone is present. well, maybe i was the one who has been isolating myself. wonder what will happen after next week. looking forward to the next mambo already. it's weird but kinda started talking to someone. felt guilty after last week's sms i guess. wonder if it's juz me or the feeling's mutual. there was this awkwardness. uhm.. juz take things as they come. anyway, thanks guys for the happy night. it wouldn't have been so enjoyable without your presence.