a song by stefanie that i thought would best describe how i feel right now. sorry for the decision. i juz do not wish to go through the whole process again and of coz i do not wish to lose you. its my fault. you've stated everything clearly right from the start and i juz did not control my emotions well enough. i guess putting a stop to this would be the best solution as of now. give me some time (i have no idea how much i need), but i promise i'll be fine and we'll be talking by then. trust me, the long conversation on sunday and the efforts that you have put in for this friendship over the past 8 months have not gone to waste and it will not. i treasure this friendship as much as you do if not more. that's the reason why i do need to take a step back and get myself sorted out. guess i've been deluding myself all these while and i've got everything mixed up. it's gonna be difficult but i'll try to separate one thing from another.

<星期一天气晴我离开你>

离开爱情我没有行李
找不到表情可是不恨你
离去因为我不爱推理的游戏
不想绕路只为了避开你
我有一点伤心

伤心让人不想爱自己
那么也只好暂时不爱你
拉开距离等着有一天忽然想起你
离开的原因再也想不起
再翻出旧的日记从新写起

星期一天气晴我离开你
突然就下了决心
我在日历上面画下星星
星期一天气晴我离开你
不带任何行李
除了一本陪我放逐的日记

今天天晴心情很低
突然决定离开你