feeling excited that it's wednesday. reason? it's definitely not mambo that's making me feel this way. my 1st off day after i started full time with nokia. spent a week at parkway and seriously, i'm beginning to regret a little. the feeling is juz so different though my job scope is almost the same. i like my job but somehow, i'm juz not enjoying as much as when i did road shows and events. like i mentioned, there's no turning back. i can only make the best out of the situation. whatever it is, i'll give my best shot at whatever i do. i only wanna be the best and nothing less. the only comfort now is that i'm getting more comfy with my colleagues and i guess it'll be better in time to come. thanks gracie for taking the effort to visit me at my workplace on saturday. seeing you made me feel better though it's juz a short meeting. missed mambo for 2 consecutive weeks. wonder if anyone's missing me. *grins* honestly, i had my share of fun and attention at zouk, guess those memories are enough. nevertheless, i'm glad to have friends like jayce, sebastian, daniel, joanne, huiqing, mitchelle and the list goes on... for now, nothing else is more important than achieving my goals. nothing else except him maybe. *shrug* correct me if i'm wrong but i believe certain events tonight may have made you feel insecure. but trust me, no one else have the ability to close me except you. when i set my mind on something, i'll not give up till the end. geminis are fickle minded but they're stubborn too. for this matter, i know i'll hang on coz i know what i really want.