Painful Decision

time i do something about this issue. been dragging for too long and it becomes pointless. it's not the 1st time i reach this juncture, the only difference is that i'm determined to carry out my decision this time. i know this is gonna hurt my parents. much as i feel the deep sense of guilt, i know i can't run away from this problem anymore. i've wasted more than enough time and money. this can't go on. the road ahead isn't gonna be easy, but i'll make the best out of the situation. gonna take a break and at the same time, decide and plan for my future. been complaining that i feel detached from hall. but now that i really gotta leave this place, i can't bear to part with my 2nd home. coming back here brings back lots of memories. the silly and crazy things we do. trust me, life's so not gonna be the same if i hadn't stayed in hall. hate to say goodbye in this manner, but i don't really have much of a choice. realised that i have alot of things in here and i have no idea where to start packing from. guess it's my way of delaying the moving out process. pretty excited but at the same time, worried about what's gonna happen to me. i've never taken a path out of the norm since young. never had to worry about studies. but it's a total different story now. i will survive. i hope.