it's been a long wait for him. needed much courage to face up to all the uncertainties. little did i expect the violent reaction from a close friend. apologies to all those who had to put up with the harsh words. much as i'm soaked in happiness now, i have to be honest about one thing, i'm not sure if this is real. juz wanna have a shot at this relationship, and to be fair, it's turning out to be better than what i expected. and it's the very reason why i'm beginning to worry about the reality.