2010年2月23日 没有王仕捷的第一百零四天

'The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment' - nina's current facebook status.

i so agree with this statement. asked myself this question many times, 'what am i expecting from him?'. it would be a lie to answer nothing, but there's really nothing to expect, or rather i shouldn't expect anything. no doubt, i'm doing everything because he's the one, the one i love, the one i care about. his commitment would be the best reward for all that i've done, but that's almost zero probability. i'm not worried that he's not going to commit, but i'm scared of him leaving me one day, for good.