the past week's been full of guessing and gossiping, guessing what the rest of the world have up their sleeves and gossiping about the changes. It's not gonna be easy to adapt, especially for those who've been around since the beginning. Too much speculations and competition. People are starting to behave weirdly, beyond normality. I suppose it's time to build up defence. Things and words are what you perceived of them. It will be good to take things positively.

Sometimes, i juz wonder what wrong i did, to make her hate me. It doesn't bother me that much, but it juz pisses me off when she comes round stepping on my toes. If being taller, prettier and higher paid, owning more louis vuitton or getting to work early on thursdays even though i club on wednesday nights irks her, i'm really speechless.

He's been away since wednesday. I'm juz so missing him, miss spending time with him, miss his hugs and miss him being around.