it has never been this lousy ever. burying myself with work and social activities juz doesn't help. life still goes on as normal as though nothing has happened. i'm juz escaping from reality, refusing to accept the fact. i wanna run away and not face up to the truth coz the truth always hurt. i always wonder if there would be a day when i'll never fall in love again. janice said, the most important thing is to be happy. i agree. i know i'm not the one who can truly give him what he wants and i juz gotta learn to let go. it hurts terribly but it doesn't matter anymore. coz the words "I dun love u anymore. We are over." pierced right through the heart and i'll never forget these words. it's over, at least for him it is.