i'm so gonna go crazy if i don't start bitching. sometimes, i really wish everything in this world would go my way. yes... i'm selfish and self-centred. whatever... honestly, i'm not comfortable with the changes that's gonna take place but i don't really have a say in decision-making. sometimes, someone can really be good at putting up great fronts. *sigh* maybe i juz feel challenged? or maybe i juz simply hate that things are gonna get very political. why can't everyone be as simple-minded as me? then i don't hafta start putting on my shield. though i feel that i'm far more competent and capable, i've seen how unscrupulous people can always get to the top. *sigh again* i'm tired enough having to put on a happy face all the time in front of my customers, really don't wish to put up a pretence even when i'm in office. opps! i'm not supposed to say anything. well, i bet none of them reads my blog. maybe i'm juz too used to being the baby and hence hate it when i'm no longer the youngest. *shrug* full of complaints today. quote of the day : xiao mao wouldn't bite if you don't step on her tail. *winks*