*sigh* did i catch the flu bug? or izzit my wisdom tooth that's giving me trouble? poor me. *pats* sometimes i juz love to indulge in self-pity. perhaps it would be better if there's someone else, someone special to comfort me. had a mahjong session with susan, eddie and haiyuan. *grins* 1 round of mahjong makes catherine a happier girl. wondering if i should catch some beauty sleep or should i finish my work 1st. gotta be at nokia headquarters at 10 to collect new phone --- N90. kinda excited. *smiles* looks like an interesting phone though it's a little bulky. gonna be working this weekend but i'll still be available in the night. *winks* music was good on wednesday but i wasn't really enjoying. couldn't spell out exactly what was bothering me. was it HIM? or was it him? in case you're wondering, especially jze wee, i've put an end to my so-called 'wonderful' situation. *shrug* there was a dear price to pay for that. glad to have people like jerry who will brighten up my night somehow. hanged out at shell with the usual group of people till dawn. exchanged jokes and riddles. most of which were pretty lame. but i hafta admit that it kinda made me felt better. i'm probably at the point of time when i do a lot of thinking. feeling a little morbid yet again. too much emotions that i don't wish to pen down. if only life could be simpler and happier.

*Bizzare Love Triangle*

Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bow of gloom
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like nobody should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say