time to update. it's been quite a while since i last posted. shrug. not in the mood to actually. things have been quite bad. not only that they're not going my way, plus i din expect the situation to turn out this way. juz to follow up on my previous post. i still have not talk to him yet, not to mention make peace. anyway, i believe it doesn't really make a difference to him. like i said, he's been in a lousy mood not coz of me. guess i owe him one for last wednesday at zouk. he wanted to trash things out while we were on the podium but i really din wanna discuss the issue then. made clear to him my stand but he was pretty insistent. in the end, i juz walked off. sorry for the lousy attitude. the incident kinda spoilt the evening. was a more than crowded night. saw a couple of friends. was really glad to have joo there. had my favourite drink with her. spent most of the night on the dancefloor alone. sometimes really miss those clubbing days with susan and meiling. wonder when can have the chance again. highlight of the night was my sms exchange with HIM. juz the few messages from him made me felt better. guess i'm not that hard to please. was kinda surprised that he knew about the cold war i'm having with my "former good friend" and that he knew of certain content of my blog. thanks for the concern anyway. thursday was spent playing mahjong and i realised the frequency of mahjong sessions seems to have increased. thanks to weixing. *grins* friday's session was cancelled coz almost everyone on my list had a date. spent the night out with daniel who juz came back from malaysia and friends. was quite a night at double o on saturday. tension between me and him grew more intense. i practically ignored everyone whenever he's around. i'm beginning to think i'm quite a bitch. *laughs* what's new? the night ended with me sending him a sms. can't recall the full content but i suppose it wasn't too friendly a message coz i remember being really pissed when i left. guess it's about time to settle this matter. people around me seem to be having a rough time too, especially daniel. know it's an old line but i still hafta say, dun worry so much ya. things will be fine in no time. had lunch with gracie in town at sakae on monday. lucky ger's on long leave till mid july. as usual, we walked around a little and went cartel for a 2nd round. *grins* i'm such a glutton. headed home after the early dinner to pack up for seniors camp. i'm beginning to lose interest in FOC as it's the 4th time i'm going through this. but i don't really have a choice regarding attendance. shrug. it's amazing how i spent the night in hall. stayed up to revamp my blog. it's a brand new look for a brand new me. proud of myself. din catch a wink and went straight for the morning's program. as i wasn't holding any major post this year, i kinda slacked throughout the day. was in my room after lunch to touch up the last bit of my blog. had a hard time getting the background midi to work. had canadian pizza for dinner with susan, joselyn, jeffery and paul. plain lazy and too tired to travel. was struggling to keep my eyes open while watching "tong xin yuan" on channel 8. so glad when the show ended coz i could finally hit my bed. couldn't hold out any longer. but guess what?!? i woke up an hour plus later thinking it was past mid-night already only to be shocked to find out that i slept so little. wasn't the least bit tired tho. had a boring meeting with the JCRC at 11 plus till now. how uninteresting. tomorrow's wednesday le. hope it's gonna be fun. need some excitement in my life.