how should i start? it's been an "eventful" day. gave the day's program a miss. kinda disappointed at the planning of the current seniors camp. still hope FOC will be a success though i've lost the passion for it. my FOC as a freshie left a deep impression on me. kinda marked the start of my uni life. i believe it would be for any other freshies too. hence it better be good enough to leave an impact. now it seems hafta get a little more involved in the execution of the actual camp. headed to town for production meeting in the evening. was a little upset over the fact that i wasn't one of the main cast. came to terms with it and i'm gonna do my best for the little role i have. bet the preparation and rehearsals would be as enjoyable as the previous production if not more. looking forward to 23rd and 24th september. was shocked by a piece of terrible news after the meeting. susan, joselyn, chunky and tuang met with an accident on the lorry while on a recee for beach games at changi. messaged susan immediately and the situation didn't look good. went to zouk as planned though i was worried. for the 1st half of the night, was constantly smsing susan juz to make sure that things are alright. was kinda relieved to know that she juz needed 2 stitches. found out by chance that jerry was transferred to another bar. guess i've got a new hangout. *smiles* it was a mistake to meet up with weixing and the guys. can't really remember how much i drank. but guess it's not the quantity but more of what i had ---> e33 (my most hated alcoholic drink). told you i'm lousy at 5-10. *bleah* spent the remaining of the night on the podium. wonder why but i got it once again. joanne pushed some guy off and i was hit by the guy. lost my grip and pushed HIM off the podium by accident. he got really pissed (not at me as he claims) but i still felt bad even till now. *frown* anyway, did i mention that last night's music was fantastic? sonny was good. had loads of fun and enjoyed myself. the only comparable mambo that i can think of was the last one of 2004. things between "former good friend" and me took a change for the better i hope. had a few words and hanged out at shell with him, sebastian, allan and friends plus ken. felt kinda awkward but hafta start somewhere i suppose. shared a cab back with sebastian and he told me some stuff which i never knew. maybe it's been a case of miscommunication? shrug. reached back hall around 5 plus, checked on susan and chatted with her till now. she seems to be in a real bad shape. hope she'll get well soon.