Monday, May 23, 2005
it was definitely a night to rememeber. was at chinablack for the retro party. the last time i visited the place was probably 2 years ago with gracie and shirleen. *laughs* why am i not surprised to see a handful of mambo regulars. *grins* kinda enjoyed myself. fun people to hang out with. anyway, that's not the main reason for me being so unusually happy. sumone's presence made it special. i shant mention any names. *smiles* was juz trying my luck when i sent him the sms. surprised but was really happy at the same time to get his reply. when he told me he's considering coming down, it made my night! wasn't really expecting that he would really appear and when ziwei spotted him, i was over the moon. we didn't have any contact through the night. seeing him was enough for me, at least for now (sounds a little crazy but that's how i feel). what made it better was the smses we exchanged after we left the place. it was kinda weird that he had a sudden change of attitude. but it was a change for the better for me. at a certain point, i actually had the idea that it wasn't him that was replying. but shrug, don't really care, i'm gonna take it as it is. hope things will get better for him and me. looking forward to seeing him on wednesday. =)