back from mambo. it's the worst nite i ever have. reason? dun ask. not gonna say. and i dun tik the person that have made it so bad will ever noe and never would have guessed it's him. okie. it's HIM. everything juz went wrong. now, i'm juz sulking and sulking and more sulking. i juz wonder when i'll feel better. after i sleep? or when i wake up tmr? or i'm never gonna feel better? at least not in the near future i guess. pardon me for all these nonsense. i juz dunno why i'm feeling so sour. or maybe bitter is a better description.