it's been a real busy cny and i wonder why. supposed to be a happy new year but it doesn't feel that way and i wonder why. *sigh* seriously, i have no idea what i really want now, priorities not set, nothing is done. i juz can't seem to be serious about life, about work. i juz can't seem to get over him. seeing him at zouk again make me realised that i do still feel for him, much as i hate him for ignoring me. if only he'll lemme know why he's giving me such treatment. izzit gonna take another guy that mean alot to me to forget him? why does history like to repeat? yes, i agree i'm silly, but what to do, that's me, wonder when i'll ever learn. wonder if the increase in frequency of clubbing gotta do with him? *laughs* but i'm enjoying all the clubbing while i can. this issue is gonna be never ending, at least for now. for people out there who's getting my mood swings, i'm sorry. oh yes! Happy Valentines' Day to me!