*sigh* feel like a total idiot! got played out by sumone whom i trusted so much. i really thot he was serious, he was so nice to me, it was really like a dream cum true. after quanrong, i nv felt this way before. shrug, if he had been honest and tell me it was a fling he was looking for, i would haf played along, but he din. that's wat pissed me off the most i guess. it's really a lousy feeling to be put ur feelings into a relationship and get nothing in the end. shd really nv trust a clubber. and im beginning to believe in retribution. prob i shd juz stop being so mean to other guys? i mite get good return? i've learnt a lesson, the hard way.