2010年11月21日 没有王仕捷的第三百七十五天


i'm missing this guy like crazy. juz had a short 5 minutes conversation with him. no, it doesn't help. especially when he mentioned that he might not be around when i visit hong kong in late december. *upset*

2010年11月9日 没有王仕捷的第三百六十三天

09 Nov - Shanghai Day 2

Started our day at 7 degrees. Breakfast was bread with butter. I'm back to being a full fledged vege girl for these 8 days. I'll try to remember that I'm a vegetarian as reminded by someone *bleah*


Shanghai World Financial Center was our 1st stop. Nice view from the 100th floor. A little foggy but it was still a great experience.



2nd stop 城隍庙街, main shopping and entertainment area for the locals. The ancient architecture is probably the most interesting for me here. The 2nd picture shows my determination to be a vege girl during this trip. *winks*

Took a 2 hour nap on the coach to Suzhou after a full lunch. Power nap! =)


Lazily and pretty reluctantly got myself down at our 1st spot in Singapore Suzhou Industrial Park, 金鸡湖. Weather is really cool at 18 degrees, nice enough to take a short break by the lake.


耦园. Mum says it would be nice to stay in a house like this back in Singapore.


Probably the only temple we're gonna visit for this whole trip, 寒山寺. It's the 1st time that I come across a temple that needs a ticket for entrance! >.<


Early dinner at 5pm. Guess what?! My worst nightmare has come true. One of the dishes is black fungus fried with black fungus! =(

The sun has set after dinner and we went shopping at a nearby street. Figured that I still love the Hong Kong shopping scene much better. =D

p.s. no images of my current accomodation in Suzhou as it's too run down by my standards.

2010年11月9日 没有王仕捷的第三百六十三天

08 Nov - Shanghai Day 1

上海航空酒店

Honestly, I wasn't expecting anything for this trip. Just want to get away from work and take a break with my parents.

I'm impressed by the Pudong Airport as it is well furnished and comfortable to be in. It was 10pm when i touched down and 11ish when i was on the way to rest for the 1st night. The roads are definitely much better than the impression i was under. And yes! I have to agree to a certain extent that Shanghai is better than Hong Kong in that aspect. The streets seem cleaner (from the coach late at night) and the buildings are generally better maintained. Amazing!

2010年11月8日 没有王仕捷的第三百六十二天


will be leaving for the airport in a while. think i'm gonna miss my bed though i had a bad dream (of him) last night. it felt so real that i hesitated for 5 seconds after i woke up before deciding that it was a dream. wasn't totally bad, at least he was supposed to be moving back to singapore by the end of this year which is good. *bleah* he's gone missing for like more than a month, no email, no text. *sigh* was still hoping to be able to meet him this coming week. guess i was juz thinking too much.

2010年11月7日 没有王仕捷的第三百六十一天

i've always believed that horoscope/zodiac has got certain percentage of accuracy and truth in them.

狗 Dog

Personality
Honest , faithful and possessing deep loyalty and responsibility. Can be magnanimous and prosperous, yet also guarded and defensive, never really relaxed despite outer calm. She has a glib tongue, practical and realistic. The Dog is also trustworthy and generous to people and has a deep sense of justice.
This maybe the most likable sign of all in the Chinese cycle. A person born in the year of the Dog is honest, intelligent and straightforward. He has a deep sense of loyalty and a passion for justice and fair play. A dog native is usually animated and attractive and will exude sex appeal. Generally amiable and unpretentious, he will know how to get along with others as he is not too demanding. The egalitarian dog likes to meet others halfway, is always willing to listen to reason and can be counted on to do his share.
For a friend, you must know that whenever you are in trouble, all you have to do is dial D-O-G. For no matter how much he or she complains, scolds, feign indifference, the Dog person cannot ignore a real call for help. At times, the dog protects the interests of others more avidly than his own. The Dog often sticks to his object of affection no matter how unworthy the person is. You don't find a dog leaving home just because he discovers that his master has the proverbial feet of clay. He makes allowances for such frailties and will probably stick it out thick or thin.

The Dog likes: Routine, Challenges, Friends, Presents, Travel, Food, Play and Nature
The Dog dislikes: Mistreatment, Fakes, Discomfort, Rudeness, Dishonesty, Hunger and Anger

Compatible Animals: Tiger, Rabbit, Horse

Your Luck In Year 2011

Overall Forecast
You are honest and patient but stubborn and lack good interpersonal skills. Females like to listen to sweet talk and are always be remorseful of things, beware of it. Silence is golden but sometimes being conservative can hardly convince others. You are kind, diligent, independent, ardour and a self-learner. Your fortune would meet the turning point at your middle age, you will be wealthy in the old age, but may not have a long-lasting relationship in marriage.
Lucky stars are surrounding you, making it a free and easy ride for you this year. Those who wish to set up or develop your business can be entitled to do so. Students are shinning bright with a brilliant mind, and who would outperform their peers with some diligence sprinkled into it.
Your wealth is strong, but guard against scams. Your health is better, and family harmony is good when you all co-exist well.

Career
The trend of luck this year is suitable for your character; you have to treasure the golden chance. It is time to fulfill your longed-for wish. Business performance is increasing exponentially. Do harness a better relation with your office staff. The great time for extra-income has come and is waiting for your harvest.

Love
You will present indulging, passive mood for love, but the emotions are unsatisfactory. Although you may be congenial with the opposite sex, you should treasure your lover and not take things for granted. After the test of time, you will know that your lover is the one who supports behind you.

Wealth
Your wealth is excellent, where your mainstream income is abundant. But do not greed. Wise investment can bring in a fat harvest, so you may want to consider multiple forms of investments or plain savings will also suffice. Your personal income will be getting better after securing a small fortune in gambling in the second half of the year, as compared to overspending in the first half of the year. But guard against deceits.

Health
Your immune system is poor. You may want to ease down on drinking even with the hectic social networking. Stay happy to fend off the seasonal flu bug. The elderly is facing a weakened constitution, so have more happiness and healthy food as well as exercise in your life style.

2010年10月31日 没有王仕捷的第三百五十四天

i'm missing him like crazy. i reckoned that whatever silly things i'm doing now, they're all efforts to occupy my time. perhaps it's unfair to everyone else, but i really have no idea how to cope with this any longer. i'm on the verge of breaking down. can't wait for december to arrive but yet the anticipation is juz killing me further. much as i wish i could juz walk away, i know i can't bear to give up. i wonder if he's gonna be back for good next year, when will this waiting end?

2010年10月21日 没有王仕捷的第三百四十四天

我哭了。但为何还是那么纳闷？
好累，好烦。但想念还是那么深。
不断地重复着《你为什么说谎》。

2010年10月12日 没有王仕捷的第三百三十五天

妈妈终于返国。三个月的分离，真是度日如年。我终于不必为了繁重的家务而烦，爸爸也不会再感到寂寞。好期待下个月和爸妈的上海之旅。=）

最近总是觉得心神不宁，仿佛有些事在困扰着我。倒霉的事接二连三地发生在我身上。或许是他的置之不理，也或许是另一个他又再度走进我的世界的缘故。我真的快要崩溃了。我很爱很爱他，但为何另一个他却扰乱了这份爱？是那个他让我走出了荣的世界，但也就是同一个他让我伤心绝望。我有种无法自拔的感觉，但我清楚知道，一错再错是十分愚蠢的行为。珍惜对他的那一份爱是我所应该坚持的信念。

2010年9月25日 没有王仕捷的第三百十八天，没有妈妈的第八十五天

我爱他 丁当

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下來
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

his replies never fail to bring a smile to my face, loving him...

2010年9月17日 没有王仕捷的第三百十天，没有妈妈的第七十七天



preparation for SingTel N8 training early monday morning. feels like going back to school again. =P glad that it's finally over.

2010年9月4日 没有王仕捷的第两百九十七天，没有妈妈的第六十四天

爸爸的爱心零食

daddy left for his malaysia trip late last night and i'm now officially home alone till monday. =( prepared lots of food and tibits for me before he left. *loves*

2010年8月31日 没有王仕捷的第两百九十三天，没有妈妈的第六十天

it wasn't me! =P

2010年8月16日 没有王仕捷的第两百七十八天，没有妈妈的第四十七天

the surprise that awaits me on my desk on wednesday morning. belated birthday pressie from yingyi, clive aka romeo and sky. thank you! i love the mahjong set to bits! =) one down and many more to go. there are juz too many variety to choose from the hello kitty range that kept me torn between choices.

2010年8月14日 没有王仕捷的第两百七十六天，没有妈妈的第四十五天

=) no matter how little time we have together, it never fails to make me smile whenever i'm with him. tho i have no idea where this is gonna lead me to, i'll not give up no matter how tough the road ahead is gonna be.

12 August - Tempat Senang with Joyce and Yingyi

- Balinese
- Foot Reflexology
- Green Tea Scrub
- Aromatherapy Massage
- Hot Herbal Compresses
- Mud Wrap

it was a great 6 hours treatment. looking forward to our next getaway spa - OCTOBER!

06 August - Marina Bay Sands - Ben & Gerard Birthdays




i lost count of the number of 'oh my god' when each person stepped into the suite. lovely view of the city skyline, amazing in-suite facilities and of coz the great company. most of us are suffering from 5488 withdrawal symptoms and shall work towards 5498 next year! =P

2010年8月5日 没有王仕捷的第两百六十七天，没有妈妈的第三十六天

每段恋情都会有属于它的主题曲。而总是有些主题曲一辈子都在提醒着我那些过去的恋情。年轻就是本钱，青春无价。当年的我没经历过任何风雨，也没碰过任何挫折，很单纯地认为能和她永远地在一起。不知从什么时候开始，我对永远的定义有所改变。永远不再是因相爱而在一起，永远是因责任和习惯。某人问我是否曾后悔当初那段不被看好的恋情。是那段恋情让我成长了不少，也是那段恋情改变了我的一生。她对我的付出和牺牲，让我终生难忘。我对她的亏欠，是永远弥补不了的。

约定 周惠

远处的钟声回荡在雨里
我们在屋檐底下牵手听
幻想教堂里头那场婚礼
是为祝褔我俩而举行

一路从泥泞走到了美景
习惯在彼此眼中找勇气
累到无力总会想吻你
才能忘了情路艰辛

你我约定难过的往事不许提
也答应永远都不让对方担心
要做快乐的自己
照顾自己
就算某天一个人孤寂

你我约定一争吵很快要喊停
也说好没有秘密彼此很透明
我会好好的爱你
傻傻爱你
不去计较公平不公平

为何感触那么深？

2010年7月19日 没有王仕捷的第两百五十天，没有妈妈的第十九天

loves skype coz i get to talk and see mummy at zero cost! say bye bye to long distance calls. thanks to 淑芬! just ended the conversation with peeps over at india. take care! catch up soon on skype!

如果时间真的能冲淡一切，为何我对他的思念还是一天一天地加深？

2010年7月18日 没有王仕捷的第两百四十九天，没有妈妈的第十八天

想念你。想拨通电话给你，听听你的声音。
或许我已不存在你的世界，但你却还是我的全部。
我们真的只能做好朋友吗？
好想投入你的怀抱，好想靠在你的肩。
会有结果吗？

世上只有妈妈好，没妈的孩子像根草。

2010年7月11日 没有王仕捷的第两百四十二天，没有妈妈的第十一天

had a good lesson with my dad and his friends tonight. wish he had told me the story much earlier and i would have put it into good use. it would have saved me lots of unnecessary trouble. i've always looked up to my dad, and he has my utmost love and respect, always will.

finally spoke to mum over the phone after ten days of separation. miss her so much. counting down to 29 september since the day she left. trying my best to spend as much time with dad as possible. fitting my schedule around his. hope he doesn't feel too lonely without my mum's presence.

for him, nothing's changed. to be honest, i was pretty affected by the recent facebook posts. if you had wanted to upset me with those words, then congratulations! but i won't let this disrupt my life or emotions for it would be too stupid of me. met up with dear dear for lunch yesterday and he asked if i'm intending to wait for him. i really dunno. the rational me will say no as things will not be what i want them to be, but me being the emotional me, i will. it's time to make a decision.

2010年7月1日 没有王仕捷的第两百三十二天，没有妈妈的第一天

back from the airport. realised i was right in not sending jay off last year. it would have been juz as difficult to fight back the tears. feel silly for letting the emotions run for i know 3 months gonna fly past me before i know it. but i've never been apart from my mum for such a long time, i'm so gonna miss her.

2010年6月27日 没有王仕捷的第两百二十八天

如果当年我懂得珍惜他，现在的我们是否会不一样？
或许后悔已经太迟，但我真希望时间能倒流，让我重新选择。
我一直认为是我当初伤害他在先，造成他对我的不信任。
有办法弥补这个错误吗？