2010年7月19日 没有王仕捷的第两百五十天，没有妈妈的第十九天

loves skype coz i get to talk and see mummy at zero cost! say bye bye to long distance calls. thanks to 淑芬! just ended the conversation with peeps over at india. take care! catch up soon on skype!

如果时间真的能冲淡一切，为何我对他的思念还是一天一天地加深？

2010年7月18日 没有王仕捷的第两百四十九天，没有妈妈的第十八天

想念你。想拨通电话给你，听听你的声音。
或许我已不存在你的世界，但你却还是我的全部。
我们真的只能做好朋友吗？
好想投入你的怀抱，好想靠在你的肩。
会有结果吗？

世上只有妈妈好，没妈的孩子像根草。

2010年7月11日 没有王仕捷的第两百四十二天，没有妈妈的第十一天

had a good lesson with my dad and his friends tonight. wish he had told me the story much earlier and i would have put it into good use. it would have saved me lots of unnecessary trouble. i've always looked up to my dad, and he has my utmost love and respect, always will.

finally spoke to mum over the phone after ten days of separation. miss her so much. counting down to 29 september since the day she left. trying my best to spend as much time with dad as possible. fitting my schedule around his. hope he doesn't feel too lonely without my mum's presence.

for him, nothing's changed. to be honest, i was pretty affected by the recent facebook posts. if you had wanted to upset me with those words, then congratulations! but i won't let this disrupt my life or emotions for it would be too stupid of me. met up with dear dear for lunch yesterday and he asked if i'm intending to wait for him. i really dunno. the rational me will say no as things will not be what i want them to be, but me being the emotional me, i will. it's time to make a decision.

2010年7月1日 没有王仕捷的第两百三十二天，没有妈妈的第一天

back from the airport. realised i was right in not sending jay off last year. it would have been juz as difficult to fight back the tears. feel silly for letting the emotions run for i know 3 months gonna fly past me before i know it. but i've never been apart from my mum for such a long time, i'm so gonna miss her.